2025-12-29 18:56:52
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as I continue to write i am finding that it is something i'm definitely not good at but i think it's fun anyway so. i am more happy about the drawing part definitely. but i found that this story would be hard to tell in the wordless picture book form i wanted. this will be a purely digital picture book for a while i think... i need to figure out how to print this by myself
2025-12-17 17:27:45
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learning to knit! i got the long cast-on part down, easy enough, but the actual knit stitch is so so tricky ;o; -- there's something wrong with how i'm letting the stitch go from the needle i think. maybe the tension?

2025-12-15 18:23:44
Strong craving for something very very spicy....

2025-12-11 14:28:06
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got the vampire chronicles (its a big book!) made in abyss anthology (#4), and Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norell <:

2025-12-10 13:44:09
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it's nice to finally have such a simple wash day routine

2025-12-10 13:44:09
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visiting the bookstore tomorrow :>> maybe i'll get some comics or manga?tho i did see some cool tarot...

2025-11-24 03:48:14
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it's just sort of... interesting... to look back and see the now quite obvious problems with those places. i think things feel clearer to me and clarity feels terribleit totally was naive no "maybe"

2025-11-24 02:38:54
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feeling sort of out of it...hope it passes soon...

2025-10-11 17:51:02
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hooooly shit furrypla?!?!?!

2025-09-21 04:56:46
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lady at the store complimented my locs !! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

2025-09-21 04:56:46
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i think i like lolita dresses more than the actual fashion subculture itself..i was really into it in the past but now im more "meh" on it.

2025-09-19 05:22:54
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depressed again

2025-09-12 04:10:47
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finally found a way to dl manga in the same convenient way i do comics (which is something i coulda figured out a while ago but still)

2025-09-11 03:53:18
🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀

2025-08-26 05:51:13
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maybe next year i will get into vintage toy collection fingers crossed

2025-08-26 05:51:13
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strong nostalgia for the virtual world games (thinking about petpet park, club penguin, toontown, disney fairies, Virtual Family Kingdom, monkeyquest etc)

2025-08-22 02:44:45
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i wish i could lucid dream better (i should start a journal again)

2025-08-22 02:44:10
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it feels like suffocating to know that something's wrong, but to know you have no way of fixing it.

2025-08-20 16:29:38
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i really should hold off on buying more books cause i haven't even read the ones i bought >~< (i got some manga). but i also want some regular novels...

2025-08-17 21:13:15
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i know its kind of early but i can't wait to pick up some nice halloween decor this year...just need to find a decent craft shop

2025-08-15 17:06:48
im gonna try to make original art for the index/home page eventually!

2025-08-10 00:10:10
even though i feel i do a lot each day i go to bed feeling that i've done nothing at all...

2025-08-10 17:02:19
boygirl/girlboy but in an age+gender queer way

2025-08-01 03:08:17
it feels like i keep trying to find something that (maybe doesn't yet) exist

2025-07-30 06:57:14
looking at things i shouldn't until im very depressed !!! (ദ്ദി˙ᗜ˙)

2025-07-02 20:18:26
i might actually be getting somewhere???

2025-06-15 23:26:36
i'm stuck on the middle of plotting this book TT_TT this always happens then i scrap everything but i don't wanna do that...

2025-06-09 04:18:21
i was experimenting with painting on black fabric (because I want to paint a shirt) and i think this would all be easier if i could find my white fabric chalk again T_T

2025-06-06 04:23:13
i swear i'll make this site more interesting (annoying) to look at eventually!! there'll be major revamps once i get the motivation

2025-05-20 19:49:06
im should really start doing more life studies/gesture drawings i think my traditional art skills are starting to suffer T~T

2025-05-16 22:26:10
i should probably make that objecto page at some point

2025-05-15 00:28:39
its kind of hard to block social media when sometimes there are actually helpful/interesting things on it ... but it is worth doing anyways since i hate using it at the end of the day

2025-04-30 14:09:16
always end up overcomplicating things... (i made the character models too high poly for my liking...)

2025-04-29 18:56:32
they need to bring back g1-3 and those little takara ponies!!

2025-04-29 18:07:17
suddenly in the mood to watch shitty horror films!

2025-04-29 17:54:35
love MLP restoration videos of G1 ponies, i think i love the designs + cartoons from g1-3 the most, not so much 3.5/4-5. it feels like they got thinner in a weird way that's not so cute? and lost a lot of their horse shape too...

2025-04-05 19:04:03
i love my acerby she sits near my book stack on my desk and looks all cute and menacing with her gun

2025-03-20 05:30:00
i'm glad i was hesitant to join any pro-"paraphilia"/"MAP"/pedo communities years ago...

2025-02-22 07:15:00
okay i will try to redo my outline for the picture book once i'm done with work stuff and also transfer all the relevant files from my tablet either today or tomorrow.

2025-02-21 20:01:00
toddler tummies.... (⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎)

2025-02-12 04:02:00
i wanna play the sims 4 again but is it really worth uninstalling all my other games to do it ...